Here We Are Now, Entertain Us.

Hey guys!

This edition is a little closer to my heart. Today I am discussing my favorite musician, Alexander Deleon. Alex possibly still is was the lead singer for the American Rock band The Cab. The got their start in 2008 and release two albums, Whisper War & Symphony Soldier, and one EP, Lock Me Up.

Tyler Sharp, altpress.com, write of Alex deciding to head in a new direction. “The Cab frontman Alexander DeLeon has returned with a new project, dubbed Bohnes. While not much has been revealed thus far, a minute-long teaser video has been shared, which offers a brief look into what the endeavor will boast in terms of sound,” said Sharp.

 

That was two years ago and me and all of his other fans have been freaking out waiting patiently for the new music. In the timespan from the announcement to now, Alex has released two solo songs, Guns and Roses and Middle Finger, and a cover of Frank Sinatra’s Witchcraft.

The glorious day has come and passed. On September 22, Alex, now going by Bohnes, release his debut single off of his new solo album, the three songs from above not being featured on the project. The song is titled “Six Feet Under”

Liz Calvario, etonline.com, highlights the very interesting setting for the new music video. “Directed by Justin Clough, the video was shot at the abandoned Nara Dreamland theme park in Japan, which was built in 1961 to look almost identical to Disneyland. Bohnes and his crew snuck in to film the clip before it was permanently torn down at the end of 2016,” said Calvario. On his Instagram, Alex has an interactive “tour” of the different parts of the abandon park for fans to look at and feel like they are there.

 Enjoy!
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Friendships are like relationships. They take work, communication, love…but lately they just seem hard. Have you ever felt like you give more than you get? That people take and take and take from you without giving anything back but your okay with that because that’s just the kind of person you are? Well that is me. I have some friends that I feel like they would never make an extra effort for me and I am the kind of person that would still try and bend over backwards if they need me. I am so sick of feeling this way. I just want some friends who will be there for me WHENEVER I need them and me in return. Is it too much to ask for friendships to be an equal 50/50?

 

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On The Verge.

Today is the day. I knew it was coming. I was dreading it. Although still hopeful that it wouldn’t. Getting the text was like ice rushing through my veins. “She’s having a really hard time right now..” I knew what was happening before I even finished reading. Depression. Again. It’s something that has been happening with my mom since I was 16. We have been on a good streak. She has been happy. Funny. Silly. Now?

I called her between classes. Crying. She believes she is a failure. I tell her she’s not. She says sorry for every little thing, even crying. I tell her she doesn’t have to. It doesn’t help/.

Hands shaking as I write this and I feel the same way I do every. single. time. this happens. I’m 21 years old and I’m scared to “lose” my mom. That is exactly how it feels.

Sounds a little selfish of me considering everything she is going through right now. I just know I will be the only one to see it all and the only one to pick up the pieces. Everyone else like to give her a big enough radius. As if they will catch it or something if they get to close. I hate that they aren’t there for her.

 

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Let’s Get Intimate.

Hey guys! So it’s almost been a month since I have posted anything and I feel terrible. I’ve been really busy and uninspired. Anyway, I am sad to say I am almost done with this series because I am on my second to last post of the things I wrote in the past. This gives me an unique opportunity to not only continue to express my feelings in this series, but the things I will be posting will be about how I’m feeling currently. All of the words in this series I have posted so far had been in the past, the latest being 3 years ago. So here is the second to last post of the past.

“Rejected…just rejected.”

Short and sweet.

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Let’s Get Intimate.

Hey guys! Sorry I haven’t posted in awhile. I’ve been super busy with school and its finals week so forgive me. Really quick, here is my next one>

“I got mad a my friend the other day. Over something so stupid. I was so mad that I balled up my fists and didn’t talk for a little while. I didn’t know if I wanted to slap her or cry or both.”

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